"I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question, 'is everyone here make believe'"

              Sometimes I question life, and why things are the way they are. Why am I me, and you, you? What makes us so different, but yet so similar? But yet the unexplainable carries an explanation. Sometimes the explanation is found to be irrelevant or illogical but yet there is still an explanation, whether it is humanly possible or not. Then wouldn’t that be where God should come in? Hypothetically speaking (maybe) saying that God absolutely exists would mean that an explainable explanation is needless and that things exist solely based on the relevance that God sees in such a thing. Therefore our human minds cannot fathom God’s knowledge and why He does the things He does. So then why must we, as human beings, try to decipher everything and make it logically acceptable? If we, as a group, declare that there is a God, and are stronghold to that information, then why must we still question Him and His works? Furthermore, why must I question His works? I ask myself the questions, “Do you believe in a God?”, “Do you believe Jesus Christ died for your sins”, “Do you believe Christ was resurrected”, and “Do you believe that God created you in your inmost being?” and the answers I receive are yes all the way through, but yet, I still have difficulty believing that God created me and He created me with a purpose. So if I admit that God does have a purpose for me, then am I also admitting that I am worth something more than the nothing that I hold myself accountable for?